ITS NOT MY FREAKIN FAULT..i cant change who i am, can you? can you change who you are, the personality that has made you up for your entire life, can you change the one who can't be changed...IM SORRY IM THE WAY I AM...what can I do about it...
you tell me that i need to change, that i need to do this, well i got news for you buddy, its not me, its the world. Not only is there something wrong with me, but there's something wrong with his world. I dont ask for anything, any reflection time I get for my own thoughts are squeezed in with my homework time, with my walking time, with my cross country practices, when i can think about anything while running, but seriously, I cant change who I am. Im nice, get over it. And the world never takes down an opportunity to take advantage of someone like this. DO i complain? no. DO i mind? yes, but does my opinion matter...sadly no. And if they choose to ROADKILL me, so be it, I can't define the priorities of people, the priorities of who matters more to them, who to put first in their life. At least i meet some people in life who, actually don't take advantage of me, who actually take my kindness and tell me to save it for someone who really needs it, someone other than them. i thank the world for them. thank you lanny&kevinlu. at least two true souls in this world.
There's something wrong with this world. OH, and don't get me wrong, its not just this world, its us, as a people also. Let's start with us. We're people, yes, but we're not people. Lifeless. Cruel. And this world. It's so wrong in so many ways, for absorbing people into this academic mania, when it means nothing.
The world makes it seem like its everything, when it's not. and how many of us actually realize that. few.
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