running away

Why do I keep running from the truth?

I don't know how obvious this is, how much of this people can see in me, and how much they can't...but I feel like I'm running from something, rather than facing it and just getting it out of the way, getting it over with. You know how things change in life, and you just don't want to face the truth, because you're afraid of what has happened, and you don't want it to change and disappear forever, well, i need to do this. bleh
ahhh, all i do now is sit in my room, listening to music..again, again, again
go listen to all my songs posted up here, myspace.
hopefully they have some meaning

8:26PM

thanks iris...thanks for everything =]
where would I be without you
thanks for listening
thanks for talking
thanks for being the one I look forward to seeing every week
thanks for being the one who comes and finds me when I seem down
thanks for everything
you have no idea how much i really really appreciate it
<3
i wish i could go to school with you
and help you through your drama
and escape mine.